Getting older isn't optional, but growing up is!! I'm not old... for a tree. Maybe I'll just take tree form and set down roots somewhere, then I don't have to acknowledge just how old I'm getting. I'll do it tonight, before it's tomorrow. Tomorrow is coming really fast. Too fast. I'm not stressed, really. I'm old, I'm okay with that. Really.
I do think it's sad though... I'm turning... I'm going to be... gah. I'll be older tomorrow and yet I'm still not a grandpa (that I know of). Maybe Onatak had some flings before he met the Dragon Queen... hmm, maybe some grandkids are going to start showing up. I bet Bermuhall had a few... maybe Nasnani? Why can I be a grandpa before the end?
Okay, so it's not the end of the world me ticking over another digit, but damn... I'm OLD! I feel it in my bones and in my muscles and see it in every face that goes past me on the road.
Tomorrow... I go to Moonglade... and tomorrow... I'm going to be a tree. Just to feel young again, right?
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